lilly4115

I'm thinking about moving back to my old journal. I know i am now a full out myspace whore...but i do miss livejournal. Okay...thats a lie. That is a total lie. i rarely think about livejournal anymore. But i do remember a certain red head saying that i would never keep up with my livejournal. And even though in general he probably meant i would never keep up with a blog (which i have continued, just through myspace), it still feels like a little victory of his. And there is a satisfaction that comes with keeping this journal going. And lastly...i suppose because ftdsotlg seems fitting again. it didn't for a while. hence the move to Lilly4115. Lilly consumed my life and at the begining of this year...tried to take it.

Oh yeah....and the other reason i left ftdsotlg was because i traveled into the future and realized i could not get back. Huh....thats actually really funny and fitting.


But now the future has become the past and its much easier to reach the present. SO...on that note....it's time to tuck Lilly4115 into bed. Dream those lovely dreams of vast gardens and lazy oceans. Sleep well little girl. I'll be back again someday.



~*~

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FROM THE DARK SIDE OF THE LOOKING GLASS

Take the quiz: "What Aura Colour Are You?"

Black
Having a black aura is very rare. Usually black auras are around a person who has passed. You may have an emotional illness, or you may just have a black aura. Dont worry if you have a black aura or if you see one around a person, for black auras do not mean death. However, if you do see a black aura around a living person, I advise you be careful.

I went outside today to take some pictures. It was just too pretty outside not to. Here are just a few shots i ended up with. I think doing this today was the most relaxing thing i have done in a very very very long time.



( Inside The Garden )

This was actually a three part painting i was supposed to do. Actually, i had a good slice of it done. I've altered it using three relationships from the movies. If you don't know the stories, i suppose it won't make as much sense to you.

But this makes me very happy.

It's almost 4am...and i was just rumaging through random stuff in the office...and i found this on a note pad and it made me smile BIG TIME. hehehe (if you don't get it, you never will)





P.S. sorry its blurry...deal with it...

It's called conditioning. Someone hand me some dice. I need to make a willpower check.

Which David Bowie are you?

Oh god....i just had a male customer with the most delicious Jude Law british accent.......and i am in love.



"no, thanks Christine...that's brilliant..."

"Thankyou for shopping oldnavy.com....can i have you children?"


*wanders off to to lust*

Let me make this perfectly clear to everyone...I do not like ultimatums. Especially not when they come from people I considered my friends. Lately it seems like i have been recieving more than my fair share of them...directly and indirectly. Either way, they are not welcome. And if you feel the need to present me with one...save yourself the time and effort and allow me to give you my answer right now....



FUCK OFF

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

Your Geek Profile:

Movie Geekiness: Highest

Fashion Geekiness: High

Gamer Geekiness: High

Music Geekiness: High

SciFi Geekiness: High

Geekiness in Love: Moderate

Internet Geekiness: Moderate

Academic Geekiness: Low

General Geekiness: Low

Your Birthdate: July 11

Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer and an idealist. You work well with people because you know how to use persuasion rather than force. There is a strong spiritual side to your nature, and you may have intuitive qualities inherent in your make up, too. You are very aware and sensitive, though often temperamental. Although you have a good mind and you are very analytical, you may not be comfortable in the business world. You are definitely creative and this influence tends to make you more of a dreamer than a doer.

I would be so happy if i could find one person (other than my mother or my uncle) who loves Jack Flanders as much as i do.




Tragically...i seem to be alone....

I know everyone is frustrated with the short notice of this event. I also know that there has been a lot of tension between a number of people because of this event...and a great deal of hostility due to clashing opinions. But I ask you all to let it go. Right now.


This is a hand fasting. It is a Pagan ritual...and the energy and emotions you bring to this service will be what you bring and offer to Amber and William. And whether you believe that or not...whether you are spiritual or religious or not...Amber is. And the best thing you can do as her friend is respect that and bring to this event your love and caring for Amber and your sincerest hope for her best. If you come angry and irritated...or show hostility towards anyone there, it will be very disrespectful to all of us.



I also know that MANY of you do not agree with Amber. And you feel she is rushing into things. In that case all I can tell you is the story of my own father. My father married his high school sweetheart after a long engagement. They where married in the Catholic Church, with the Catholic mass...the whole nine yards. And they divorced shortly there after.



YOU CAN NEVER TELL who will make it and who will not. But Amber and William have accepted to dedicate themselves to one another. And both of them know, even if only in the smallest sense, the consequences of that. And it is a risk that they deem worth taking. At this point, she knows full well all of your thoughts on that matter. And you MUST admit, she has taken it all with a smile. More so than I think any of us would have where the roles reversed.



I know another concern has been the short notice. And I admit, more notice would have made things easier, but I ask you to simply take it in stride. Amber has worked so hard to pull this together...to make her wedding beautiful...because in the end it is that. HER WEDDING. It is for her and William...not us. That we can attend, or have the opportunity to attend, is an honor and privilege...but not a right. So I ask you not to treat it as one. Think about it. Your friend is getting married. This is Amber. One of the most important friends any of us has. Can you remember all the times you have spent with her? The road trips? The lunches at Bear River? The trips to Denny's? Can you remember the million and one inside jokes each of us has with her? I BEG you not to spoil her wedding, or take away from its value by being upset over sometime as truly trivial as written invitations...or how much notice you did or did not receive.


Again I stress the fact this is a PAGAN RITUAL and AMBER'S WEDDING. And whatever thoughts or emotions you bring into it, are the ones she will walk away and enter her new life with. If you love her, and if you can remember all those memories you have of her...then come to this with an open heart and an open mind. She has only ever offered that to you

You scored as Greek Pantheonic Pagan. One of the best well-known pantheons around is Greek, due to the popularity of the Greek myths. Pagans who fall into this catagory tend to follow the Mother and Father images of Zues and Hera, but it's not at all uncommon for their patron deities to be other Greek Gods or Heroes, such as Ares, Hades, Persephone, Apollo, Artemis, or Dionysis. Lusty and dramatic, the Greek Gods call to those who like epic tales and wild romance. You either already are a Greek Pantheon follower, or else you look to them often for insight. </td> Greek Pantheonic Pagan 70% Ecclectic Pagan 65% Celtic Pantheonic Pagan 55% Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan 55% Shamanic Pagan 55% Eastern Pagan 55% Zoroastrian Pagan 50% Catholic (Pagan?) 50% Roman Pantheonic Pagan 35% Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru) 35% Kabbalistic Pagan 35% Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans 20% What kind of Pagan are you? created with QuizFarm.com

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You are Evil Lily, one who was seduced by Darkness
and put under a spell, but was able to save the
Unicorn by double crossing Darkness.


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You met...	at a charity event
The relationship ended...	with his arrest
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You met...	on a set for a movie you were both working on
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You met...	he yelled "SAUSAGE TIME!" and you had sex
The relationship ended...	because it's not technically legal
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A spider...a rainbow...and a star...







How is that for cryptic?

Very Goth You scored 71!

You're a Goth. Whether you admit it freely or not there is no denying it. You love the stuff and can't get enough. You decorate your living space in a way that is part morbid part chaotic.I'm sure your music is mostly Goth/Industrial/Darkwave. Wherever you go you're probably dressed mostly in black.Not only do you know who Switchblade Symphony is, you own every CD and EP they ever put out. Your dream profession is definatly something that benifits goths-Tattoo artist, goth DJ, freelance Gothic artist, Gothy comic creator ect.ect.ect...

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 68% on gothies

Link: The GOTH Test written by myriad_entity on Ok Cupid